so i join a sex personals site

Since my uber recovery from my heart troubles, I have noticed not a resurgence in my sex drive, but a surgence. I feel like I am 20 again, and have the hormones to prove it. I had taken advantage of this sex website's free membership. Finally I decided to splurge the $20. One of the features is free member webcam broadcasting. I can look through the "who's broadcasting their webcam" list and blug in. I can sort by men, women, women & men, 2 women or 2 men. Well there are a lot mroe men broadcasting. I guess we are all show offs. Its interesting when a guy sees a guy viewing. Some get a kick out of it, some immediately turn their cam off. Others have asked me to stop watching. One guy though decided he was going to give me a show. He cam up to the camera and turned around and spread his ass cheeks. I guess if he likes to view gynocological shots of women, gay men want to see analogicial shots of men. I don't. A guido from brooklyn, was just chilling in his wife beater with no pants. When I would score him low, he'd stand up and wave his dick at me. Very funny. It was like I was classically condition the exhibitionists. You xan score them 1-5 or no score. I do not think many people use it. Anyway, if they did stuff I liked I bumped it up. sometimes a lot, sometimes a little. I liked the guido enough to keep him a 4 most of the time. Then I would rate him a five then immidiately drop down to a 1. He'd stand up and wave his dick at me, I'd give him a five and so on. This girl I was watching would get a five every time she smiled. I also encouraged her to show her breasts. Its a very weird experience.

--Motto--
Mens conscia recti
-a Mind concious of what is right.

This is the motto on the Phillips coat of arms.

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This is Huge

\Last night I was reading an article in Vanity Fair about Johnny Cash's last
ten years with his new record producer. It also talkd about June's poor
health.

Somehow, when reading it, I realized I lost my Five -Year fixation. I am
not sure how forthright I have been on this here blog about my 5 year
premonition. I just could not make plans for anything beyond 5 years. I
think I fixated on that timespane because so much of the success literature
refers to success rates before and after 5 years. Well latley my mood has
been very elevated. My "joie d'vie" has been "très magnifique".

I feel like I did at 20.

I was concerned about this 5 year plan. I have heard about a lot of
"anniversary" deaths. People hoping to live for one more Christmas,
birthday, aniversary, new year, or very special episode of "friends". Then
they seem to give up. They attained their goal. One of my goals with
counseling was to get away from that time thought. I kicked it without
realizing it, until last night. Earlier I was reading about this supposed
time travel guy John Titor and what life is supposedly going to be like in
2035. While skeptical I put myself in that year as well, and wondered if I
would like it. I'll be 62 then. It may be a while since I have done
"higher math" but I believe, even given the sorry state of education in
america today, most school children woutl agree that 31 years is greater
than 5 years.
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ABC7Chicago.com: Blues Brothers, Elvis impersonators con police

It's things like this that I use to explain that I am from Minnesota.
ABC7Chicago.com: Blues Brothers, Elvis impersonators con police

Blues Brothers, Elvis impersonators con police
October 13, 2004 (CRYSTAL, Minn.) — Minnesota police were responding to a call of a convulsing Elvis Presley impersonator -- but they ended up in a high-speed chase with a man dressed as one of the Blues Brothers.

Crystal police say they were called to a veterans hall Monday morning and when they arrived they saw a man dressed as Elvis on the ground convulsing. But when they approached, he jumped up and yelled "Viva Las Vegas!" -- and then started singing show tunes.

At about the same time, two women said a man dressed as John Belushi's character in "The Blues Brothers" had stolen their car and driven to the airport. Police went after him -- and after chasing him around the airport, they caught and arrested him.

The police captain says "it's one of those things that you stop and scratch your head, and you think...'Am I seeing what I think I'm seeing?"' He says the Elvis impersonator and the fake Blues Brother were drinking together at the VFW. When asked how much they drank, he said blood tests will probably indicate "quite a bit."

(Copyright 2004 by The Associated Press. All Rights Reserved.)

Ugh

My birthday is less than a month away. 41. Last year at this time, I was wracked with depression. On my way to heart failure. This year, I have a whole different attitude. But I am not too excited about it. But hey, its another year that I have been ALIVE. My god, nothing on this earth is guaranteed, even living until 41. I am so glad I started writing this pity fest, because as I spilt out those age cliches I realized how little I believed them. This birthday is going to be my best ever. No one needs to throw a party, I don't care if I get any gifts. I am excited to be alive.


wow

--Motto--
Mens conscia recti
-a Mind concious of what is right.

This is the motto on the Phillips coat of arms.

PLEASE STAND BY...

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down dooby doo down down

I think I need to have the talk with D. I have no spark, and cannot see one developing. Fortunuately, we gays have the luck of turning friends-to-lovers much easier than the straights. So I may just need to have the talk. I'll call him today, and maybe see if he wants to do lunch tomorrow.
--Motto--
Mens conscia recti
-a Mind concious of what is right.

This is the motto on the Philips coat of arms.

[...PLEASE STAND BY...]

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