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Leigh Bowery

Leigh Bowery

Ok you heard it hear first

I have been very elusive about my Halloween Costume.
the only information I am giving out, is that it will be a "look"
and it will involve bad hair weaves.

Well I found my inspiration. Leigh Bowery, a fantastical club person from 1980s London. Boy George is playing him in the new Broadway Musical Taboo X.

I'll need some make up, and put together some of my clothes. I expect it to have the impact of my Zombie of last year, but with more whimsy.


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Great

Brunch was great monday was great. I have been in the greatest mood lately. I wonder if I am not mildly bipolar. Or is there some "cycle" I go through? In any case I am very happy. All the things I thought were making me unhappy remain unchanged, yet my mood is very enhanced.

Tonight I am going to the Dame to see a show with the crew.

Today I am watching One Hour Photo. It is hard to believe how many people Robin Williams can portray. He is barely recognizable.

I am getting excited about the Drag on the 12th. I need to finalize my music.
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Work went well

I was on fire last night. Every single table I took was turn to gold. The 5 birthday revelers, the 4 regulars the sexy foreigners. all took very good care of me. I think talking about work with D makes me mad. I nipped some controversy in the bud by turning over the schedule and blatently asking R about a table I supposedly pissed off. I planned to turn my key in, but will probably wait a bit.
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I could have been accused of insider trading.

Back when I was in college, my mom made an innocent comment of how my dad had been working a lot on an aquisition. I instantly knew that Northwest was buying Republic Airlines. Had I any moula, I would have bought all the stock I could. I even contemplated goign for a bank loan. Thinking back, this would have been considered insider trading, jst from the appearance. My dad in no way told me about it. and mom did not even know what was going on. I am not sure how illegal buying up a take over target by family of senior management would have looked, but I doubt it would have looked good.

Sense prevailed, and even then at the ripe young age of 21 I knew the appearance of impriety was bad. It would have been bno where near the scope of the IMClone business of Martha Stewart.
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Gator

watched Gator today, and it is exactly as I rememebr in my Blue Lagoon meets Gator movie. Especially the introductory scenes with the speedboats racing through the swamps over the docks/boardwalks. Almost verbatim.

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Face Reality

No one is irreplaceable in this business.

That they do not value what I do, should be of no surprise.

The honeymoon is over for me, and I have to decide how long I can endure the marriage.

Things are not getting better. they are getting worse. Things I fix are not appreciated.

Maybe I should just go try and see if there is some other place I can work, until I can get my life settled. I feel very vulnerable right now. Car, CCs, other various bills. I wish I could say I was living the high life, but I am not. Every single time I get near to being caught up, something else happens. I realize this is why we have savings. and its usually people my age that tell people this all the time.

Things I can do to fix.

1. sell stuff.


2. Get a better paying job.


3. get a roommate.

all of these are very do-able.

Tomorrow I can get things ready for a sale,
but first I need to get my Truck in to have the brakes looked at.
I can skip this, but need to get a ride to the Thoroughbred Center on Saturday.
I can apply at Jonathon's tomorrow though.

before I can get a roommate, I need to make room. I wonder if I could deal with living upstairs?


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Blue Lagoon Dream

I am watching the Blue Lagoon
and Never having seen it, its pretty amazing how so many of the scenes were replayed in my Blue Lagoon meets Gator dream. I also realized I was the Paddy character. I may have watched bits and pieces over the years if it was on cable. I am sure I never finished it due to the complete lack of gratuitous nudity :-). Chris Atkins is so yummy.

The Movie Gator is on its way.
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Car trouble

My gas bill is due tomorrow, and my car's break system seems to be going out. I just don;t understand. Everytime I get near clearing things up, something else happens. While I know something will always happen. Things do. It will be very easy to fall into a why me attitude if I ajm not careful. Last time I remember the why me, was when the Jeep broke on the highway. Long time ago.

I am glad it was busy last night. as frustrating as it seemed. The money was worth it. I need to have my garage sale.
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